so that last sparring session went well….

FML… after all of the people getting hurt, backing down or just not being able to fight me I still did my job and got ready to fight. I popped 3 ribs out of place and I’m sure tore some muscles in my back in the process while my team was putting me threw the ringer. I have popped the same main rib out before and I was always able to work threw it once I got it fixed. Not this time. I’m super pissed and I have to say sorry for letting you guys down. I was looking forward to putting on a show for you guys as always. I’m sitting here with my wife watching the movie warrior. Has to be the best fighting movie so far. Gets me all worked up. Plus I have some good friends in it like erik apple so its funny to watch. Surprisingly he did great. I mean he just had to act like himself but it all worked out haha. I guess I just have to look at this injury in the best light possible. I get more time to help my wife recover from her c section and I get to spend time with my new baby girl London. My moms just got into town so she’s been a big help with cleaning and baby sitting. We got to go see the new twilight movie while she baby sat. Oh how my manhood has twindled away outside of the gym. It makes me smile to see how excited my family gets when they see my daughter. Obviously with my fight off my diet goes out the window with grandma in town. She spoils us all so my house is filled with delicious treats. Enough fat kid talk. I think when rehab goes well and once I am able to start training again I’m going to really focus on my bjj. I have been a blue belt for years mainly because I have never had the time to fit in gi training. My bjj professor Giva Santana wont give me a higher belt unless I put on a gi. I never cared in the pass but now I just want to one day have my black belt. Lets start with me getting my purple belt first haha and then we can go from there. I submit purple belts all day and control most browns with rarely getting submitting when its straight bjj so I hope if I really put my mind to it I can get a purple and brown belts really quickly. I have no idea why but lately, mostly after my ribs got hurt I have just been thinking about making some changed in my training and life at least for the time being. I still have a lot to prove in this sport and it’s only gunna happen of each aspect of my game is world class. I don’t know if I need a change of cerny or to get back in touch with my spiritual side again but I am definately laking something and it’s driving me crazy trying to figure it out. All I can say is by the time my next fight happen (which i pray is in the UFC) I’ll have this all figured out and you guys will see and even better Uncle Creepy
Cheers for now
Ian